Lois (kalalanekent) wrote,

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Into the Fire...

Just a week ago I was at my wits' end. I finally felt like I was going to forever crash and burn. And I may again later, likely. I work retail and have been there five and a half years now. It's almost a given.

But on a cool, overcast morning like this, robins all over my yard, a song stuck in my head, the Muse wide-awake and whispering, and a good start on a fic that's been avoiding us for a while plus a head-start on the next LaOH chapter, the world seems very, very different. 

There are still plans to escape to Savannah on Thursday for a two-day stay, since we can't get to Asheville right now, and I hope they pan out, but as long as I can escape to my fic the way I've been able to, all is right with the world.

I think I'm finally, FINALLY, starting to feel like myself again for the first time in months. 

It's the most beautiful feeling in the world.
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