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13 July 2011 @ 05:35 pm
Dear F-List,  
In case I don't tell you often enough, I do love you. And am grateful for every last one of you. There really are times in my life I don't know what I'd do without you guys. There are days that things seem so horrible and aggravating, like I just want to come home and throw something expensive and satisfyingly heavy at the wall, but then I come on here and here you are. 

You. You are my family and have been for a long time. You always will be.

And I'm so very glad that I've been allowed to have that little window into your lives, small as it sometimes is.

I know that I don't get a chance to reply to personal entries as much as I used to, but know that I am reading and sometimes in places where I can't reply. I am there and I am with you. I'm especially thinking of you, elliania . I hate that I always seem to be late replying to your entries in the last little while. And birthdays! Oh God, the birthdays I keep missing! I think that's the thing that bothers me the worst. I don't even have an excuse other than burying myself in writing to keep from going nuts. All I can do is apologize and get my brain back in the right place.

I promise I'll get better at getting back with you guys. You're a big part of my world and I need to make sure you know that.

I do love you all.

Thank you for giving me somewhere to come home to.

*snugs you all as tight as I can*
On the Verge of: gratefulgrateful
scribblemyname: beta: without youscribble_myname on July 13th, 2011 09:47 pm (UTC)
:sniff, sniff: :snugs back:
Lois: LS-Verse :: Lois Jason :: Never Doubt Lokalalanekent on July 16th, 2011 06:23 pm (UTC)
*sniffles along with you*
Obsessed fangirl: Lois and Clark - STM so closebabettew54 on July 14th, 2011 01:44 am (UTC)
*hugs you tight, girl* Thank you so much for the 'cute' virtual gift. I wish I could eat it..!!

Take care of yourself, and don't forget to sleep... you need it.. we all do! :D

I agee, the BDs are the hardest, but you shouldn't beat yourself up about it, ok!?..

*hugs you tight again* "D

Edited at 2011-07-14 01:45 am (UTC)
Lois: LS-Verse :: Lois Jason :: Never Doubt Lokalalanekent on July 16th, 2011 06:32 pm (UTC)
*hugs you right back* I wish I could send you the real stuff, but I'm too broke at the moment. :D

Sleep? What's that? I'm not even sure when I got two full nights of sleep in a row. Gotta pencil that in.

I know. I know how I feel when people forget mine. And I feel like I'm letting down enough people lately. :[

*hugs you tight* I love you, you know that? We don't get to talk as much as we used to, but I need you to know.
✰ ❝elliαniα❞ ĸatrine: ❥ ❝stock❞ beagelelliania on July 14th, 2011 02:23 am (UTC)
Lois, I love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!
I'm so bad at commenting too, I sometimes feel like we've grown appart, and then BAM!! You're right there when I need you!! You're so precious to me.
(Don't worry for my birthday, I'm so bad at remembering those as well... and that doesn't mean I don't care.)
Lois: Clois :: Cute Cuddlekalalanekent on July 16th, 2011 06:35 pm (UTC)
Katness, my love, I'm not letting you go anywhere. I need you in my life, even if it can only be for a little while every once in a while. I love you, silly Kitty-Cat! I just have so many scatteried things going on these days that I occasionally have a hard time getting the free time to respond to entries. RL needs to make up its mind on what it wants me to do. &hearts&hearts&hearts

And I know it's not that you don't care. RL doesn't give you too much choices on your free time sometimes.

I loooooooooove yooooou, too! *tacklesnuggles*
Loony Loopy Lea Lovegoodchickadilly on July 14th, 2011 07:49 am (UTC)
Lois: LS-Verse :: Baby Bagelkalalanekent on July 16th, 2011 06:36 pm (UTC)
*snugs you right back, you gorgeous stack of pancakes, you!*
athenesolon: STM Impish smileathenesolon on July 14th, 2011 11:56 am (UTC)

I'm horrible at remembering b-days (for LJ-friends AND RL friends) so don't feel bad on that account.
Lois: Lois :: Laughkalalanekent on July 16th, 2011 06:37 pm (UTC)
*hugs* I'm usually pretty good, but this year has been hell on my schedule. I've never felt more disorganized in my life.
Amelie: Fassy-ErikCharles-Washingtonamelietw on July 14th, 2011 03:00 pm (UTC)
`*hugs you a thousand times*
Lois: Clois :: Never More Perfectkalalanekent on July 16th, 2011 06:38 pm (UTC)
*and hugs you a thousand and one*