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08 December 2010 @ 02:02 pm
Maybe It's The Time of Year?  
But you're surrounded by people you know love you, but you feel alone and ignored? Even when they're there with you? Even if it's not really their fault? I seem to be having a lot of that lately. I never feel like this this time of year, but I think I have it in spades this time. I'll just be glad once the season's over, not that I really think that'll change things. *crosses fingers*
On the Verge of: sadsad
Rae: Stock. Christmas. Tree.autumnrae89 on December 8th, 2010 07:15 pm (UTC)
I would say it's the time of year and pressures of everything around you.

For example; I've never done the run up to Christmas without my family. Ever. So I have little to no interest in the holiday at the moment. I'm not thinking YAY CHRISTMAS; I'm thinking YAY BREAK. Like today, I finished re-reading The Great Gatsby for class tomorrow and as soon as I was done I promptly went to sleep. If I was at home we'd be watching like 5 Christmas movies a day (exaggeration of course).

When the festive day comes it'll be better I promise. The cheer will arrive and the sadness will be but a dream. Or I'm asking for my money back. ;P
Lois: Seasons :: Wish Upon A Snowflakekalalanekent on December 10th, 2010 05:51 pm (UTC)
I've been wondering how things would go for you this year. :( So many of us are either away from home or struggling, so I worry about all of you lately, too. I'm going to try posting more fun Christmas stuff next week. Maybe I can help a little bit.

I think I'm going to make myself let everything next week and just enjoy the films and go for drives to see Christmas lights and such. Work needs to stay at work, especially now.

saavikam77: Clois Hugsaavikam77 on December 8th, 2010 08:20 pm (UTC)
*snugs you lots*

I get that all the time. :/ Think it's definitely the season, the way everyone gets so consumed in their own stuff, trying to figure out how to please everyone else, and winding up doing the opposite b/c they're not all there at any given moment. Ugh. It's like a catch-22.

But you know I'm here for ya', hon. :) *more snugs*
Lois: Lois :: Drama Llamakalalanekent on December 10th, 2010 05:47 pm (UTC)
I think it's just that I've had WAY too much thrown at me lately and I can't really juggle it as well as I've made myself for the last few months. And I agree with the Catch-22. Trying to fix things has felt like walking around in circles.

And same here. I'll have to call when I get a free minute. I think it recharged us a little last time. I'll let you know. ;)
saavikam77: Dean/Sam Seancesaavikam77 on December 10th, 2010 07:12 pm (UTC)
Totally hear you about having too much thrown at you. Trying to juggle so much just sucks.

I look forward to hearing from you when you get a chance. :)

ditzyfish 🌼: Margot in Superman jumperditzyfish on December 8th, 2010 09:11 pm (UTC)
I feel like that a lot lately. Even though I have a lot to feel thankful for I still somehow feel lonely and misunderstood. Like maybe there's something I still need to fulfill in this life. Getting a bit deep now lol.

This time of year can certainly make you reflect on and analyze things though.
Lois: Lois :: The Infamous Lane Poutkalalanekent on December 10th, 2010 05:44 pm (UTC)
It really does, and usually when you least want to think about it. Maybe it'll be worth it in the new year. I can only hope. *hugs* And know that I'm at least thinking about you, despite the distance. Maybe that'll help a little.
athenesolon: Lois and Kal-El Hugathenesolon on December 8th, 2010 11:10 pm (UTC)
*hugs* Not sure I can say anything to help so just know that I've been thinking about you guys even if I haven't been commenting on the chapters like usual (class is nearly over so I can relax for a few weeks).
Lois: LS :: Clois :: B&W Lovekalalanekent on December 10th, 2010 08:12 am (UTC)
It's the thought that counts, love. And I am missing you over here. Duck in when you can.
✰ ❝elliαniα❞ ĸatrine: dakota|precious.elliania on December 9th, 2010 01:53 am (UTC)
Millions of Hugs!!!!
Lois: LS :: Lois Kala :: Lovekalalanekent on December 10th, 2010 08:11 am (UTC)
*millions of hugs and kisses back*
Obsessed fangirl: Lois and Clark - STM so closebabettew54 on December 9th, 2010 02:33 pm (UTC)
I hear you sweetie. The holidays can bring on the 'blahs'....

I get that feeling every year, but I ride it out knowing it won't last forever ... I keep telling myself that...

*hang in there* Hugs**
Lois: LS :: Lois Jason :: Never Doubt Lovekalalanekent on December 10th, 2010 08:09 am (UTC)
Yeah, I think it's just a lot of things coming to a head at once. And the lack of sleep because of things at work hasn't been helping. I'll be so glad to get out of this damn mood. And I promise to try. *hugs you back*