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14 June 2010 @ 05:06 pm
Stupid Mondays  
Ever had a morning when you get up and nothing you do seems right, nothing you've written in the last year looks right, it's too damn hot, you want to cry, and you feel like you're totally boring and you don't know why your friends bother with you when all of write in your LJ is gloom and doom? And you don't even do that well, not to mention your fic writing? 

Only useful thing I'm doing today is noms, some of which make me nervous.

Blech. I need to defriend myself.

Also, due to the fact that this last chapter had issues now that I look bck on it, Anissa and I are talking about taking a week's break to get The Pond finished, our 12days_of_clois  fic finished, and get some serious plotting worked out. I'm scared to death that the end of Heirs isn't going to be up to par and that's the last thing I want. After the way that LS ended, I really don't want to see this boring the hell out of you guys.

I think June is getting to me. I've never been so glad that vacation is soon. *lets out slow sigh of relief*

Sorry I have a case of the whiny bitch lately. :(
On the Verge of: moodymoody
Beautiful Noise: Lauren Christy-I Walk This Earth Alone
saavikam77: Clois Hugsaavikam77 on June 16th, 2010 07:03 pm (UTC)
I totally get you. I guess my problem is the exact opposite, and an unfair advantage and all that other stuff. *facepalm*

*snugs you tight*
Lois: Lois :: Lovekalalanekent on June 17th, 2010 04:26 am (UTC)
I guess you're right. I think the main thing I'm trying to say to you here is that you, darling, are a major part of that sunshine that fandom is for me these days. You guys are part of the reason that I get up in the morning, stumble to the computer, and write. Honestly, the vast majority of what I try to do in fandom, I do to make you guys interested and try to do my part to keep things alive.

I'm sorry if that came across the wrong way. It may have stemmed from being worried about losing you. I ♥ you, bb. I didn't mean that to hurt you.

*snuggles you tight and covers you in kisses*
saavikam77: Lois Aha!saavikam77 on June 17th, 2010 05:04 am (UTC)
Oh, hon! Here I was thinking that everything *I* was saying was coming out wrong. I never meant to imply that the community we've built here and all the friends I've made have been an all-around waste, b/c it's certainly not! I do get a lot of reward out of it; I was just starting to feel like the kid that got into the cookie jar, and ate the whole batch and then some, with no regard for dinner. O_O I just need to find a little bit better balance, especially since I stopped going to the yarn shop.

And you're never gonna lose me, hon. You couldn't get rid of me now if you tried! ^_~

*snuggles tight and kisses back* ^____^ I'm feeling a lot better about things this evening. Funny what a little exercise and a few glasses of water will do. XD I hope you'll get to feeling better soon, too. *more snugs*

And wouldn't you know it, a Superman marathon has been on all evening on AMC. Now into the third act of SR. I needed a good refresher, I think. :p