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13 August 2009 @ 12:46 pm
Note To Self:  
It's got to get better. It really does. It can't get much worse. You are not as worthless as you keep thinking you are, even if half the bosses have nothing good to say and your hours are down by ten. You won't always be body-and-soul tired. You wouldn't always be this discouraged. This will pass, things will get better, and you're not a loser. You still have your friends, it's summer and most people are away. It's not that no one wants to talk to you. It's just a rough patch. Things will get better. They have to.

*deep sigh*
On the Verge of: discontentUnsettled
Tamanna: kitty snuggleswingandswirl on August 13th, 2009 04:55 pm (UTC)
*runs to hug you really, really tight*

It *will* get better, hon. Always darkest before the dawn, remember?

*feeds you cookies and chocolate milk, wraps you up in a warm blankie, puts a Superman plushie under your arm, tucks you in for a nap, and promises everything will look better in the morning*
Lois: LS :: Lois Jason :: Never Doubt Lovekalalanekent on August 13th, 2009 04:59 pm (UTC)
*holds on tight* Just please keep reminding me, Tamma. I just keep forgetting that.
ladymackenzieladymackenzie on August 13th, 2009 05:01 pm (UTC)

I know that right now you are going through a rough time. I will keep you in my prayers. Know that I love you and I will always be there for you.

You are a real sweat person and I love your writing!!!! :-)


Lois: LS :: Superman Lois :: Love Youkalalanekent on August 13th, 2009 05:12 pm (UTC)
I so hate bringing any of the work stuff up here because I worry that it makes me sound like a drama queen and like I'm begging for attention, but sometimes I just have to get it out and see it written down to know just how much this is effecting me. I just wish I could get to the point where I don't care. And I can't make myself. I really DO give a damn about that job, even if no one else does. And I'm the one they keep throwing away.

*hugs tight* Any and all prayers would be humbly appreciated. I'm just having a down moment. It'll get better. And I love you, too, darling. Thanks for being here.
Obsessed fangirl: Lois and Clark - STM so closebabettew54 on August 13th, 2009 05:36 pm (UTC)
*hugs* The rough patch will pass, hon... please have faith... * love you *!!
Lois: Lois ::  Eyes Skywardkalalanekent on August 13th, 2009 05:41 pm (UTC)
I know it will. It has to. And I'm really trying.

...I really wish that I could either move to Orlando and work for Lush there or get on up to NC and get something there. I just get the feeling like I'm stuck in a bad spot and can't get out. *growls in frustration*

And I love you, too, lady.

Edited at 2009-08-13 05:42 pm (UTC)
saavikam77: Clex Hugssaavikam77 on August 13th, 2009 05:44 pm (UTC)
*hugglesmishes you*

I'm pretty much always here if you need to talk, sweetie.

*more hugs*
Lois: Heirs :: Lois Lana :: Sisterskalalanekent on August 13th, 2009 05:59 pm (UTC)
*hugglesmishes you back*

You know I couldn't do without you, darling. You're one of the main ones that keep my feet on the ground.

I also want to take this chance to tell you that I added glitter_my_glam to the beta team to keep some of the pressure off you. I wasn't trying to replace you in any way. I just feel awful putting you under the gun alone so often. I love you, bb. I just want to make sure you know that. *more hugs*
saavikam77: Clark Blue Rosessaavikam77 on August 13th, 2009 06:06 pm (UTC)
No problem, hon! :) The more betas the better. :p

Love you, too! *snuggles*
Barbara: Hug Peter MJ SM3htbthomas on August 13th, 2009 05:45 pm (UTC)
Adding my voice of love and hugs to the others...
Lois: LS :: Lois Jason :: Never Doubt Lovekalalanekent on August 13th, 2009 06:00 pm (UTC)
It means all the more coming from you, Mom. Miss you.
sean_montgomery: Spam-a-lot twinsean_montgomery on August 13th, 2009 06:14 pm (UTC)
Mom's not going to show me up around here. Family has to stick together. *lots and lots of hugs* Love you bunches, Twin. I know what you're going through.

Edited at 2009-08-13 06:15 pm (UTC)
Lois: Lois + Abby :: Twinkalalanekent on August 13th, 2009 06:22 pm (UTC)
*lots and lots of hugs back* It makes sense that it would be happening to both, I guess, with us being twins. And I know it's been extremely rough for you, Ab. I need to let you know that I do love you and I do miss you being around. Just the same, I'm proud of you for getting a life outside of here, even if the results haven't been too satisfying. I love you, kiddo. I know it can and will get better for you.
sean_montgomery: Me-amusedsean_montgomery on August 13th, 2009 06:37 pm (UTC)
That's the freaky Twin relation thing, isn't it? :D We go through the same thing at the same time... so hurry and do something so I'm not miserable all the time! (and by "me" I mean "us.") ;)

Extremely rough? Psht. It was a mole-hill that I tripped over. That bastard isn't worth anything other than an itty bitty life lesson that I should have learned a long time ago. (Steve Lombard, anyone?) Besides, an outside life isn't as exciting if the online family doesn't know about it. :)
alamo_girl80: House HUGalamo_girl80 on August 13th, 2009 08:08 pm (UTC)
Lois: Clois :: Hold On To Mekalalanekent on August 15th, 2009 12:21 pm (UTC)
Grace: Tristan; *HUGS*repmetsyrrah on August 13th, 2009 10:00 pm (UTC)
Lois: LS :: Lois Jason :: Never Doubt Lovekalalanekent on August 15th, 2009 12:22 pm (UTC)
Thanks, love. *HUGS back*
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Lois: Lois :: The Infamous Lane Poutkalalanekent on August 15th, 2009 12:31 pm (UTC)
Oh, Caroline, not you, too! I feel like I'm of two minds on this: I'm exhausted, so I can live with the less hours until the Christmas hours get here just for my sanity's sake. But then I also have bills to pay and a vacation to save up for, not to mention starting on Christmas buying and the birthday in between.


Love you, Big Sister.
Me: Clois: STM: Love Youbrdwaybebe on August 14th, 2009 11:46 am (UTC)
Listen to yourself Lois...you are very smart.
And should you decide to move to PA, my office building has free sodas and a conference room named Lois Lane....

*saves you a parking space*
Lois: LS :: Superman Lois :: Love Youkalalanekent on August 15th, 2009 12:35 pm (UTC)
Christy, what would I do without you? *tacklesnuggles*
Me: Clois: STM: Love Youbrdwaybebe on August 15th, 2009 12:42 pm (UTC)
Well you wouldn't be an icon twin. That's for darn sure. ;p

Love you honey!!!
Me: Clois: STM: Love Youbrdwaybebe on August 15th, 2009 12:43 pm (UTC)
O_O Ha And DEFINITELY not a Quadruplet.

if that isn't a word....it is now.
Lois: Lois :: Laughterkalalanekent on August 18th, 2009 05:05 pm (UTC)
Lois: LS :: Lois Jason :: Never Doubt Lovekalalanekent on August 18th, 2009 05:09 pm (UTC)
Absolutely agreed! I love you, too!