Things at my job have reached such a state that I think I'm going to ask for a long weekend the first week of June. I just need another break. I'll be thrilled when the economy starts to have more of an upswing. I'm so sick of being crabby, nervous, and exhausted all the time. I'm sick of writing whiney, aggravated posts that make me look pouty and spoiled. I hate the way business has started effecting the rest of my life. How do you teach yourself to let go when your work ethic has always made that impossible? I guess it just the way I'm built, the way my parents brought me up, but you always do your best and never leave your mess for someone else. Well, it seems like no one else cares at my job any longer and I can't make myself do the same.
I hate that things have come to this point with me. And I hate how I sound. It's no wonder everyone thinks the place has made me crazy.