I hate working retail in a recession. I HATE it. And I'd get out, but we want to move at the end of the year. I didn't work at my current job for over a year and a half just to quit nine months before I leave Florida!
But I feel like I'm getting close to doing it. Hours are down, morale is down, sales are down. And I just feel like I'm useless in general. I went from being a 35-hr. 5-day-a-week to about 25-30 hours and having to steal two days off of Front End just to get that many hours. And most of the managers are acting as though I'm more of a hinderance than a help. Just the whole feeling in that place right now is so negative and oppressive that it's hard to push it away.
I hate it. I hate it. I HATE IT!
And the worst part about it? I'm getting so unhappy about it that I don't even want to be there. Which would mean less money if I call in. And it would mess with my rep at work. *growls* I want to call in so bad today.... *grits teeth* I used to love my job, but now...
Why the hell didn't I go into journalism? Why?
*growls in utter unhappiness before dressing to go to work*
I really need to get something going writer-wise. Like contact DC or something. God knows that they could use a few good writers. *looks at the current Super!books minus Donner's work*