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21 December 2007 @ 02:09 am
Is It Monday Yet?  
Tonight at work wasn't so bad, since I was surprised to have Work Brian, my boss, there with me tonight and didn't even know it. However, whatever stress I didn't have, I gained on coming home. And then some. Have you ever had a night where you just wish you could stick your head in a hole and pretend you're an ostrich? I wish I had been able to tonight. Maybe then I wouldn't feel this miserable, hurt, and a more than a little angry. 

This is one of those nights when you want to say "F*^% IT! I'm going to bed and to hell with all of this." But I'm a disciplined girl. So I'm going to work on the chapter, maybe watch a little SII, and snivel when the lights are out.

Is this week over, because I'm over it already?   

Sorry. This just wasn't the way I wanted my night to go or how I wanted to feel after a mostly-good day and I'm sorry you're having to read this.
 
 
Latitude and Longitude: The Usual Spot, Working On 12 Days
On the Verge of: sadA Million Unpleasant Feelings
Beautiful Noise: NIN-That's What I Get
 
 
januaried: SV lois smoochesjanuaried on December 21st, 2007 07:26 am (UTC)
Oh love, I wish nobody ever had to feel like that, especially someone as awesome as you; it's just no good. Maybe you'll feel better in the morning. *big warm hug* ♥ ♥ ♥

ETA: I'll probably be up late tonight, if you want to talk. :)

Edited at 2007-12-21 07:30 am (UTC)
Lois: Jason Sniffleskalalanekent on December 21st, 2007 07:34 am (UTC)
Just give me a virtual hug. That's all I need. *LOL* It's funny; when it happened, I remember thinking I wish I had you or Kat or B around just for that. I'll probably be better then. Right now, it just sucks. *sigh*
januaried: STM ck50 special delivery for youjanuaried on December 21st, 2007 07:38 am (UTC)
*glomp*

Lois: Lucy Kala Hugkalalanekent on December 21st, 2007 09:59 am (UTC)
Thanks, love. I feel better already. *hugs back*
Syd Gill: A: Chlois - It will be alrightsydgill on December 21st, 2007 06:02 pm (UTC)
*huggles*

I don't know what happened when you got home...but I hope you're okay? Better now?? *huggles*

I could send you some music to cheer you up?? You didn't get Wasted Years yet did you?
Lois: Superman Lois LOLkalalanekent on December 21st, 2007 06:45 pm (UTC)
Send me the music. :)

And it's a little better this morning. *huggles back* I just forget that sometimes things aren't *exactly* as they seem, is all. And it wasn't Anissa. I'll deal; I always have and always will. Everyone has their own opinion, I just don't happen to share it. And that's fine.

I just have to remind myself that every time. *LOL*

Love ya, Tage.
Syd Gill: A: Hug attacksydgill on December 21st, 2007 07:20 pm (UTC)
I'm glad you're a little better. I think it's typical of empaths to get confused by people/things that aren't quite what they seem. I know that for myself I can't understand why people try and pretend or don't say what they mean. I think it's part of the sensitivity and sometimes it just hurts when you don't see/expect something. *huggles*

I love you too Lois :D

I'll make a post to my journal in a bit with the new music :D You don't have Angels & Airwaves or Operator do you?